Today I fell asleep at 2am and woke at like 10:30 which was my best sleep/wake time so far.
Today I woke up and decided that today I should go and spend a bit of time paying my respects to a good friend at the garden of rest.
Turns out that it was the best idea and thing i’ve done as I havn’t been in a good mindset for a while and it seemed to jig my mind a bit and open my eyes. I don’t think I really accepted it that much.
But I mean whoever want’s to accept death!? I had left it 7months so I gave myself some closure by seeing him today. I won’t leave it so long next time as it’s brought me some clarity to what seemed like a personal dark patch.
Because of that I think I enjoyed my evening more than I would’ve, We went to see Slava’s Snowshow which is always a pleasure to see as it truly is phenomenal fun!
But I really felt happy and able to enjoy it.
I think I did the best thing by seeing Richard.
I have a big day tomorrow which will end in me going to winkers…
Anyway Night xx